There’s a world, a place to go where the pain will go away
There’s a world where the sun shines each day,
there’s a world out there, I’ll show you just where
And in time I know you’ll see,
There’s a world where we can be free
You can kiss your sorry ass goodbye
Totally fucked will they mess you up?
Well you know they’re gonna try” —
I thought one of the main things I would hate about being at RPI would be the horrible Troy weather but I feel the weather matches my mood. I woke up at 8:50 today for a 9am class, so I was kind of out of it and pissed off, so it was a balming 39 degrees here, it woke me up and made me move faster. On the way to IEA which I ran to some reason even though I got there 15 minutes early which allowed me to do 20 out of the 50 pgs of reading I had due for the class after and the weather was warmer and sunny. Then I went to my humanities where I got my grade for that stupid essay I spent till 4am writing only to get a crappy grade and then got a group work that my group did completely wrong, only to have to present it and have the professor explain how wrong we were in front of the whole class. Well by then the sun was gone and it was back to cold weather only for me to miss sage cafe again for a cup of something to keep awake in comp sci lab which was another disaster. From having my laptop freeze to having the actual code that was already printed not to work to me just giving up after 2 hrs and walking out with a 6/11 and on the walk to the library to return the dvds I didn’t get to watch, it started to drizzle.
I really miss my best friend, my twin. Its crazy how similar we are and now that we are far apart its only crazier. When I have to stay up all night for a stupid paper, she has a stupid paper to write and stays up with me. When she has five hours and nothing to eat, I have five hours of classes with no food to eat. Its really funny and sad because its really hard to have the same connection with texting that you did by seeing them everyday. I just am having a bad day and really wants to crawl back into bed and stay there. If I was in NYC my bad mood could easily be fixed with a walk down fifth avenue or some good food but I got cold stupid weather, trees, broken bathrooms, and crappy sodexo food.
Speaking of food I’m going to meet some friends I haven’t seen in a week, (they are achies) and eat some of that crappy food
I really miss you Megan Alyssa Crane and so does Carlos Burt Crane Sell